WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING??!!!!I i dunno, help me.. I THiNK I’M F#CKiNG MELTiNG!!!!
Well, a good friend of mine, the younger brother of Vinny = Mikey Cappello DIED 2 Nights Ago Due To Drugs which have taken control of every friend I have had hear since I was 9~ Out Of 8 Kids That I Knew In 4th Grade (I Smoked Pot In 10th Grade) ~ NOT ONE OF THEM ARE SOBER AND OFF OF DRUGS!!!! I HAD TO END A BAND THAT 98ROCK & MANE SIGNED BANDS TOLD US THAT WE WOULD BE SIGNED WITHIN A YEAR BECAUSE THE BASSIST & DRUMMER WERE TOO F#CKED UP ON DRUGS!! I Moved away at 20 and hoped to get away from all of it. I moved to the Oldest City In The Country, the nice and quaint St. Augustine~ I moved in with someone I worked with and about a month later, my High School Sweet Heart Moved Up There With Me. Well, Over A 4 Year Span In Humble St Augustine: 3 Very Nice Kids & Friends DIED, our old roommate got caught Robbing Pharmacies with Letters saying that they had guns and I guess “He” shot u10 Oxycontin 80′s Before going in to pull his scam.. Well, the Pharmacist realized how fucked up he was and basically pushed him Red ALERT BUTTON & Then Just Went & Pushed “Him” Down & Sat On Him Until The Police Came.. His Friends Sped Off And Left Him Behind, WOW!! Really Good Friends!
So.. We obviously were done with St. Augustine, for all of it’s charm and subtle beauty, there is a filthy, filthy underground and Crackheads that ride around with Shotguns basically taking whatever they want on the Beach in the A.M~ On my 2nd to Last Night in St. Augustine, 2 Hooded Men Came In & Put A Shotgun To My Face & Told Me To Open All Of The Drawers & The M.O.D Box (Which Made Me Know It Was An Inside Job Or A Former Employee)
Damn.. I should right a book.. That was a little split second version of a few years & there was so much more than that..
I am in my late 20′s now and I dont know which number is higher????? The Number Of My Years On This Earth or How Many Friends & Family Have Died..
It Is So Sad..
I Hate To Be Depressing, But I Need To Get This Off My CHest….
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“Be Careful What You Wish For” Is So Dope & SO TRUE!!!!
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